2 years since my last post...
Lets see,
I would like to think that I have grown as an individual and more mature now, but its possible that that's far from the truth.
I would like to think that I have come a long way since then, but may be I have just been floating with the current and not really swimming towards any particular goal.
I believed I was agnostic then, I am an atheist now...
Its funny, how I started as a kid voraciously reading about hindu mythology, or may be I just like to read. Then as I finished high school and I thought I was spiritual and not religious. Then in college when I was trying to find a middle ground between my rationalities and doubts, I found agnosticsm. And now when I am so passionate about being an atheist, I am 26...
I guess the wet cement starts to toughen up by this time and you stop getting any new influence. Though I really hope I stay open to ideas, open to failure, open to something that I am totally against right now.
From early 20s I have entered my late 20s, soon I'll get married, have kids and sttle down into the idea of an Indian man settling down and probably even like it and there is nothing wrong with that.
Earlier when I used to start writing, a lot of abstaracts used to come out, a lot of starts but just starts, now when I write I always finish(keeping a journal in the old fashioned way instead of blogging now-a-days). I guess the thoughts are forming into ideas now. Earlier there were varities of issues I wanted to talk about but never really felt so strongly about any one. Now I do have a few that I actually care about deeply.
I believe I have finally found a voice, its a young voice but my own. It will take some time for the voice to grow into something worth listening to but hopefully I'll get there. For the time being, its probably time to get those thoughts off of the journal pages and on the web pages...
Till the next post...
Lets see,
I would like to think that I have grown as an individual and more mature now, but its possible that that's far from the truth.
I would like to think that I have come a long way since then, but may be I have just been floating with the current and not really swimming towards any particular goal.
I believed I was agnostic then, I am an atheist now...
Its funny, how I started as a kid voraciously reading about hindu mythology, or may be I just like to read. Then as I finished high school and I thought I was spiritual and not religious. Then in college when I was trying to find a middle ground between my rationalities and doubts, I found agnosticsm. And now when I am so passionate about being an atheist, I am 26...
I guess the wet cement starts to toughen up by this time and you stop getting any new influence. Though I really hope I stay open to ideas, open to failure, open to something that I am totally against right now.
From early 20s I have entered my late 20s, soon I'll get married, have kids and sttle down into the idea of an Indian man settling down and probably even like it and there is nothing wrong with that.
Earlier when I used to start writing, a lot of abstaracts used to come out, a lot of starts but just starts, now when I write I always finish(keeping a journal in the old fashioned way instead of blogging now-a-days). I guess the thoughts are forming into ideas now. Earlier there were varities of issues I wanted to talk about but never really felt so strongly about any one. Now I do have a few that I actually care about deeply.
I believe I have finally found a voice, its a young voice but my own. It will take some time for the voice to grow into something worth listening to but hopefully I'll get there. For the time being, its probably time to get those thoughts off of the journal pages and on the web pages...
Till the next post...
